XMessenger

like wow. i am literally a ball of legit jealousy right now and it is driving me crazy. that lie i told is doing this to me. that lie i told is me and reflects me and my feelings. but that lie is also not me. and the fact that the lie i told means more to that one person that if i was ever the one to say it hurts a lot. i literally feel like ive been stabbed in the heart a milion different time in a million differect places. i should be happy for them and i should happy period because i am that lie and that lie is me. but im not. im not happy at all. im not happy in the slightest because that lie is also someone else and that someone else doe

This isn't too important and I just need to vent right now. Okay so like, I'm crushing on someone and I totally freaking lied to them a long while ago that I knew someone who liked them. Of course, I never gave away who it was and it was obviously me. And they've been asking me recently on "the person who likes them". i told my crush that the person lives in hawaii and like they won't stop asking about them. AND FOR GOODNESS SAKE I MADE UP THAT PERSON AND I FEEL SO FRICKEN JEALOUS OF SOMEONE WHO DOES NOT EXIST BUT IS ESSENTIALLY ME AND UGH. I REALLY WANT TO SCREAM UNTIL MY VOICE IS GONE AND THEN I WANT TO CRY TO THE POINT WHERE MY EYES WILL B

First of all to any of you reading this, HAPPY FORTH OF JULY~~!!!! Now the rest of this is just about me talking about how my day went so if you're really bored if you're oddly interested in me go right ahead and read even though most of you won't. SO YEAH I JSUT WENT TO THE ANIME EXPO 2014 ON JULY FORTH EVEN THOUGH IT WAS THE SECOND DAY OF THE AX BUT OMIGOD THE FRICKEN CONCERT WAS SO HELLA AWESOME AND I WILL NO DESCRIBE IT IN THE REST....so do please read on... I had just picked up my friend from her house and it was around 7:15 in the morning. She had brought all of her things and we had brought all of ours. Originally, my friend's mom di